Out of boredom.

HELLO WORLD.

I think i've stopped blogging since beginning of the year because i was bored of blogging and now i'm back. Bishh. So, let me summarise for the year. This year is pretty awesomeeee, but well, life has its ups and downs. And of course' i've learnt more lessons this year, so many i think they're very much worth it. So,i've learnt that we shouldn't trust anyone besides yourself, with your brain of course. There's no such things as promises, you know they're not forever. No such things as real friends, no one you can really, really confide in, seriously. You never know when they'll betray you. Oh, and i very much detest people who snatch others' friend. I mean, yes you may be friends with them, but do you have to gossip about them to the friends you've snatch? Do you really have to do it? And then you came to me, saying that it's okay, cheer up. BLARDY HELL. You don't even realize it. Oh yes, friends come and go. Nobody really stay with you the whole time, yes, THE WHOLE TIME. They can be friends with you for a few months, very close friends, and they throw you, leaving you to pick yourself up again when you're ready to confide in them. Humans are pathetic creatures, don't you think so? Some people never bother how you really feel, or whether you're hurt or not. They ignore you. Tell you what, don't ever tell me that we were close friends. Even i feel embarassed. To people who never bother to realize their mistakes, it's okay. It will be your turn soon, soon i said. I'm sorry if this post had offended any of you. This is not meant for anyone, it's random. Oh and i'm sorry if i've hurt any of you. Thanks for those listening to me, my whines and everything Thanks a lot <3

To you,
I'm sorry if my messages were cold and icy.
I'm sorry if my words hurt you.
I'm sorry if my promises were blardy to you.
I'm sorry my words suck a lot.
I'm sorry i'm screwed.
I'm sorry i didin't care.
I'm sorry i talked to everyone except you.
I'm sorry i lied to you saying i was busy when i wasn't.
I'm sorry i loved you.
I'm sorry. And i know i deserved it.
Thanks.

Longest post ever.
Ciao.